For one- there have been so many big and small things with my little baby (going to turn 2 in a couple months now-- baby!) and I haven't been able to write about them because I've been busy. Preoccupied with other stuff which clearly is less important. And then I've just forgotten about writing it! I feel bad about that- like sand slipping through a clenched fist, I feel this time and my memory will fade away if I don't quickly embalm it and store it away for eternity. And I didn't do that. I feel terrible!
But then today was one of the bad days. I'd had a very busy and also unproductive day at work. At home little Miss Haana was constantly fussy and cranky about one thing after the other. These days the challenge is when we tell her to do or not to do something- how do you get her to do what we want. As smart as she is, I have no doubt she understands what's being told to her and what's being expected. And yet- she chooses otherwise. I was loosing my patience. She was crying as a retort. It was just a bad, bad cocktail of sequence of events! Poor baby was cranky and crying quite a bit.
Finally, after a bath, she was tucked in and we both read two Abigail books as she fell asleep. So the day did end with a cute little cuddly baby curled up and tucked in to bed. All cute as a button! But when I think back to the evening, I feel terrible!
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